The Morrigan of Nightfolk

[astra]

"Tarot is the storybook of our life, the mirror to our soul, and the key to our inner wisdom."
This thread will follow up with Roxanne Clarke's story, and the following is her diary.

And here I was, thinking all of the night-folks are good and peaceful- such a fool I was. I remember getting traumatized, shot, and almost killed by such things you call 'half-sleepers'. You told me that they got a purpose, that they are just like us, but you were wrong, they are nothing like us, and their only purpose is to die. "The Morrigan is one of the many prominent figures to feature in Irish mythology and is primarily associated with war and battle, fate and death." I just hope I will eventually find a good night-folk, not willing to kill and fight all night long. I mean, shit, a good being is a good being, no matter of the race, however I should have no mercy for the mean night-folks, for the ones sucking your blood as you sleep, and for those calling themselves 'Nephandi'. You're Awakened my ass, we got gifted with such power to help the ones in need, to help the humanity as a whole and to make people happy, not to enslave everyone, not to bring the communist era back to life. I should not rest until the villains of the world will be gone, and I should start hunting them all for the sake of our lives. No matter what it takes, no matter the sacrifice, I should and I will keep going forward to achieve my goals.

I'm finally Awakened, I'm not a sleeper anymore. The life gifted me with this wisdom, knowledge, to achieve my goals and help the sleepers live their lives with no supernatural entity bullying them. "You are a powerful, creative being, and this is your opportunity to bring your Higher Self in alignment with your day-to-day actions to create the future you want most." I'm grateful for having such a good mentor, teaching me how to achieve my goals and helping me through life. She means the world for me, literally. I'm aware that I can not repay her, but I'll do my best to be at her disposal whenever she requires my help. I've never met a fellow fresh Awakened one, however, whenever I will meet one, I'll make sure to teach them and help them achieve their goals, as long as the goals will benefit the mankind. I don't want the fresh Awakened ones get eaten by the power, and I won't let it happen, I can't let it happen.

Yes this is a League of Legends reference.

I've found my one and only, and I can sense it, I can sense that we will be the definition of a perfect couple. She's just everything for me at this point, my best friend, my lover, my mentor, my boss, everything. I hope she realizes how much she means to me, and I hope she feels the same. I can't lose her, no matter what, even if it costs my soul I'll try to save her. "You may believe you have found your soul mate or life partner, and the sexual energy between you both goes way beyond instant gratification and lust to something that is very spiritual and almost Tantric." She's the best thing I've ever achieved to get in my entire life, I would even pay with my magick powers to save her life. I have been told that the first one can't be the last one, however I hope that won't be the case, I can't let it be. I feel like we are soulmates, I feel like we been together in a every single universe, in our past lives and in our future lives, I can't explain this feeling but I can sense it, and it's strong.

[Raven]

its cool

[OldBen]

Oh, xayah and rakan I see

[DeadManLoke]

good effort btw nicely done

[astra]

Ignis, the Fire Element spirit, huh. Well, as cool as it might be, he's a bad spirit possessing mortals for his own benefit, making their bodies burn and burn and burn for an eternity, however, there's one little weakness he got; water. Aquaria, the Water Element spirit, is such a nice lady, I wish I will be guided by her. "Just as the Lovers card speaks to duality and choice, so too does The Devil; however, with The Devil, you are choosing the path of instant gratification, even if it is at the expense of your long-term well-being. In effect, you have sold your soul to the devil!" I'm not trying to hide the obvious, I've caught a liking of Aquaria as soon as I've "seen" her in action, however, I've been told that I can not communicate with the spirits, or even see them as for now, thus I shall wait and hope for the best, or perhaps I should learn how to? There's no doubt that Ignis is a spirit of a Devil, and there are several other ones, but Aquaria and the other women spirits? I wish I'd have one by my side.

[astra]

Eh, Mistress Evangeline, or that's how she identified herself. I'll give her that, she's cool and I don't mind being her slave. But why me? Why my friends? Are we The Chosen Ones or just livestock? "Trust your Divine Feminine energy, even if the masculine energy around you may appear to be stronger. Be proud of your ability to nurture, trust, sense, and empathize instead of hiding it away." As much as I love The Mistress, being under her command and everything...being a slave doesn't quite sound right. So I shall prove myself worthy to stand beside her, being her right hand and working together with her, as that's my one desire. She said it herself, even if I'm trying to kill myself I can't escape her. But I can't help but wonder...did she mean the shards? Do they keep us alive or do they entrap our souls? Gosh, my mind is blowing up with questions yet I got no answers.

[Raven]

dont worry wraith rp is cool too

[astra]

Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK. A CHOICE. I need...to make a fucking choice, I need to learn from my own mistakes! But what are my mistakes?! What's the unhealthy attachment I got myself into? What is it...WHAT IS IT?! "Death is a sign that you need to learn to let go of unhealthy attachments in your life to pave the way to a fuller, more fulfilled life of deeper meaning and significance. Death teaches you to let go of outworn and outgrown ways of life and to move forward from them." ...I need to do that, don't I? Fuck...why? I...I know why but I don't want to accept it. I didn't want to accept it until this card got revealed to me last night. I guess...letting myself being bit by a vampire in the past and feeding them daily is a fucking big mistake...but she's my friend. I can't do it! I can't do it! I CAN'T DO IT. I need to do it...they aren't my friends, they are just self-righteous fucks who lust for power. I'm sorry, poor Malkavian. But immortality is not the way. Immortality is a lie, you or I will die today.